when my mum told me to buy food for my bro aft i'm released from sch,

i felt like telling her "can you ask bro to buy my food instead?"

we both have sch, yes

i understand that u're gng to work and dun have time to buy food for us.

nvm, i dun need u to buy food for me.

if no food, at most i dun eat rite?

if not, i'll have early dinner at 12 during lunch break.

normally, it's bro buy food for sis.

now it's the opposite.

i'm not saying that i cnt buy food for him.

i dun mind buying IF I DUN HAVE SCH.

u noe, i'm feeling so tired everyday

ppl have hols for 4 wks.

and i have sch as usual, even longer than schooling time.

yes, i shouldn't say anymore.

yes, it's wad everyone shld go thru.

yes, i can do it.

yes, i noe

and i'm trying

it's not that i'm not trying.

so why cnt he buy his own food?

imagine me dragging my tired body, carrying my bag, my laptop bag.

and making one round to hawker centre to buy for him

where he can easily make a trip down to e foodcourt in his sch and grab sth to eat.

i noe your concern, he wun buy food to eat.

so do i.

wad i'm not happy now is,

i have to buy for him when i have to carry so many things and when my sch ended late

and when i'm so tired.

i dun mind buying but i rly cnt decipher why...

why?