i'm so confused.

should i believe?

last time, i sure will.

but now, i cnt help it, but kept doubting

it's like, u told me "A" last time.

and now, u told me "B" and wanna me to believe that it's B.

that's wad u told me ytd.

but i saw the msg today.

it totally spoil my mood.

so i shouldn't say u're the only one who is capable of making me hot tempered.

it's u're the one who can make me have soooo many mixed feelings.

other ppl too actually.

and, u still can say it's a misunderstanding :/

i rmb wad ppl say okay.

so if the words are hurting, i can feel hurt for long.

i dun wanna think so much, but i cnt.

i wanna forget, but i cnt.

i tried telling myself that i dun need anyone, but i'm so wrong.

i tried telling myself that i'm strong, but i'm wrong too.

but, no matter how much i feel sad over things, things are still the same.

things are no longer the same.

ppl who were once dere, were no longer ard.

i can only embrace myself and continue bluffing myself that i can do it.

but one thing for sure is, i'll continue to try to cheer up and smile in face of sadness.

right now, i have projects to fret over.

more and more and more to come